To Care and Not to Care

Broken Hallelujahs/Lent 2019 I've been hearing Hallelujah (by Leonard Cohen) alot lately. Mostly because Amos is obsessed with the Sing soundtrack. I'm never prepared to hear it. Amos quit hitting Nathanael! I've never understood it. Boys stop screaming! Hallelujah. Gosh I'm so tired and my neck hurts. Broken Hallelujah. Stop spitting. Cold and broken Hallelujah. The miracle is always in the Hallelujah to the One and Only. Dying and resurrecting all day long. Anything and Anyone can be made new. ... These have been my Lenten thoughts this season. Lots of broken Hallelujahs. Lord may I have the courage to believe that everything I do matters. Eastertide: New Life/1 1/2  months later A season of health is upon me. Cultivated soil through the winter. Dark. Wet. Tears. Prayers. Hallelujahs. Grace grows gratitude for my Maker and the Maker in my sons. Warmth. Sun. Rain. Push. Receive. The Body of Christ sowing more seeds in my s